So we were in the beach hut with sides only half way up, but still with a roof - so as if it had windows all the way round the top half but it
was just open. I think we must have been kissing and you maybe pushed me back into the corner so your weight was against me. Then I
think you lifted me up on to the corner so I was sitting with my legs open and you pressing against me. Then at some point I mentioned a
condom and we both looked in our bags for one. You had one which was great. You got your cock out. I was holding it and said how big it
was, I don’t remember your response but I think maybe you didn’t really respond. I got the condom out and was trying to figure out what
way round it went. We figured it out then I put it on. I pressed it to the top of your cock then rolled it down surely. It felt like it was a really
good fit. And I held onto your cock. You said something about how well I had put it on. This small chat was direct but intimate. Actually,
before we put the condom on you could tell that I was anxious and in a kind way urged me to relax. I told you i’m not a girl who wants to
get pregnant, I was slightly embarrassed about how I put this. I suppose I was anxious about seeming anxious and wanted to seem in
control and rational. And not over the top. So I said i’m not a girl who wants to get pregnant. Which I suppose is less direct then saying I
don’t want to get pregnant (I perceive this as sounding more vulnerable) and I was trying to not sound vulnerable. I’m sure you could read
my vulnerability in this. And you told me to relax and I thought that was nice. Then you motioned to start having sex and I motioned to
continue with what we had been doing before and you were like but it was me who was in a hurry with the condom and I somehow
implied (can’t remember what I said) that it was only to be safe and that we didn’t have to instantly start having sex. But we pretty much
did anyway.
Even though your cock seemed massive I couldn’t really feel it in the beginning. We tried a couple ways and then I can’t remember - I
think you were fucking me with me sitting on the corner. Then I suggested we do it on the sand. I was on top of you. Like sitting up and I
asked if you could hold on to my bum which you did. I remember squeezing your nipple and you seemed to really like it. I felt like a pro
like I knew what I was doing - this fitted well with you. Then I was like can you go on top. And you said do I think I can take it? I probably
vaguely acknowledged this, like I got the joke but wasn’t taking it seriously. I don’t have a very clear memory though I wish I did. But I
think it was maybe quite hard to take but in a good way. Then I think I moved my legs together which was probably good and then we
decided to turn around so you were fucking me from behind with my legs close together. I like this and you seemed to really like it. I think
maybe at this point I asked you if it feels good and you said yeah and does it feel good for me and I was like yeah. So then I guess we
got into it and you were really fucking me, though your cock kept coming out - maybe this was because I was arching my bum and kind of
moving the position... but next thing I remember was you fucking me really hard, me supporting my body off the sand with my hands
stretched out in front of me and me really straining and then uniformly moaning/screaming (the same way every time you pushed into
me) I remember thinking this was a noise I hadn’t made during sex before. Like it was more involved with how fat your cock was then I
had ever experienced. I was thinking how great this was. And I was thinking about how it must have sounded to Lana and Sebastian that
I was genuinely into this and was pretty good at getting fucked.
Rhianna Turnbull
Untitled
2013
Rhianna Turnbull
Install shot with text available to take away
Rhianna Turnbull
Untitled
2013
text on A4 paper
Rhianna Turnbull
Pink house, Boa Vista 2
2013
watercolour and gouache on paper, clip frame
37 x 29 cm
Rhianna Turnbull
Pink house, Boa Vista 1
2013
watercolour and gouache on paper, clip frame
32 x 24 cm
Rhianna Turnbull
Pink house, Boa Vista 2
2013
watercolour and gouache on paper, clip frame
37 x 29 cm
Rhianna Turnbull
Pink house, Boa Vista 1
2013
watercolour and gouache on paper, clip frame
32 x 24 cm